_so here i am sitting in the campus library, and came across someone's blog. and i just thought that its crazy how we use to talk nonstop, met and now we don't talk. its like nothing ever happened. its nothing that i actually care. but it brings me back to that state of mind. that having a friend is never worth a while because in the end it doesn't mean anything, in th end or even the begining your friendship is over. friends come and go, and no matter what dont lose yourself, dont cry over a lost friendship.

anyways i finally get to move back home on friday, my classes at fairfield university are over. which is crazy, i got out of school and then a week later report to fairfield university and now i get to go back home. basicalyy i had no summer at all. it was worth it though.

oh yea i met this guy a west conn. like 2-3 weeks ago?? i think.... we recently became friends on myspace and are now commenting back and forth. my new bestfriend knows him, what a quinky dink aye lols. so now he thinks i'm going to end up talking to that guy which i honestly and highly doubt that i will because me and sam are still talking and although we have our moments, no one can take his place. i honest and surely give my heart to him. i love him so much.

well thats the update for now. gotta get back to working on this huge project thats due tomorrow for my closiong ceremony

An Update

_so im in my dorm room just chilling, on my laptop as my room mate goes to sleep. me and sam are still talking, but we've been arguing way more then the usual. but i've been seeing him more often then before, almost every saturday now. this pass saturday, i went to his job and we we're talking. then got to an arguments and i left his job. lately i've been going out so much that i've been so busy, i dont even have the time to update this anymore.

Now my room mate is awake. and singing.

okay my next door neighbor/ bathroom mate walks in and asks if she looks darker. lols and now my room mate says she needs to fart and to listen

oh btw. i read a blog a while back about a bathroom situation, where this dude was takin a shyt and didn't have anything to whipe his as with. and i told my friend about it and he made a video. which was hilarious.

now as i end this blog, and soon enough will head off to bed, my room mate says shes picking her ass right after she looks over my shoulder to read what i've been typing up this whole time.