thoughts of me, finally

-finally, thoughts of me. no more him[s].

i feel like, i put to much on myself. that im goin through so much, if only people knew half of what im goin through. but thats something i'll keep a secret from the cyber world. because although as much as i have been open and this is like a journal. there are some things that are meant to be secrets and not so anyone especialy anyone online to know about.

i feel like i've been to depressed too much lately. i need a change, a motivation, an inspiration, something to look forward to. no more thoughts of him[s]. thoughts of me. i just finish crying and its time i head to bed. although its 2:19, this is the earliest i've gone to bed in awhile

sooo goodnight. toodlez