uhmmm whats the point

-the point of myspace??

myspace- a place for friends.
Thats what i thought;; but not any more, theres so much that goes into that. Its not even friends, more like enemies. People reading each's comments, starting drama. Thats just the basics.

I think its pointless, I use to be addicted to it, i'm not gonna lie. but now i hardly write people back, && i accept everyone because i have nothing to hide. but i DO NOT send friend requests because i can care less to make friends on there. Why? because its not like i'm going to ever meet you, if you want to be my friend go ahead and send me a request, but don't look forward to me sending you one. Sure i'll accept it and talk to you, but none the less thats as far as it goes. Maybe if your lucky and you live close by in the state of Ct, we can meet after a period of time gettin to know each other of course.

I hate how people get madd at you if you don't read back, like wdheo- no one told you to write to me. if i wanted to write to you, i would have done it 1st, dont ya think?. DUH. i hate how girls assume your talking to their man, excuse you, you must be doing something wrong for your man to even talk to another girl. so dont get madd at the other, get mad at your man. most likely their only friends on myspace anyways, its not like they'll ever meet. plus if that other girl talks back, take it as a compliment. as if to say you got a good man on your hands cuzh if he was single they'd holla but to be respectful he yours, we can be friends.

i hate how guys send pointless messages, saying wahsup. isnt that what comments are for. i understand you want to get personal and keep it private but most o the time, come on now it is pointless.

Ahhhhh lately although in the pass i was a myspace addict and maybe just a lil i still am, but i've been thinkin about givin it up, the whole "myspace life". been thinking about just deleting it. im not sayin i wont be online anymore, because i'll still blog. but myspace is gettin a bit over-rated.

home sweet home.

lol well im back home. so my guy friend came over && we hung out at the back of the school, where we saw little kids having field day. ahhh i remember those days. SIKE, i never experiences it because i was a bad child back then. so there fore i didnt get to experience alot of things. Anyways after leaving each other, i was kinda hungry so decided to go to the corner store, how ghetto huh??. yes pretty much so. but as i walk i see my friend's house, so i went to her house instead, chilled for a bit until another of our friend came over and then we all 3 walked to another friend's house. && i ate there. some chicken, white rice and beans. YUMMMM =). i havent thought about any guys lately, basicaly a dayy with the girls just made me forget. well thats it for today unless i decide to come back and update by the end of the night,although i highly doubt anything is gonna happen because im callin it a day. the end. toodlez.

wdFUKC;; meet milo??

okay so i just got up and got on blogspot. nope, didnt go to school because i didnt wake up on time. but the point is, once i signed on. i saw someone's blog. this person who just started followin me yesterday. 1st words of his blogs was "Meet Milo". im like its bad enough i can't get the day that we spent out of my head, but now im seein his name everywhere too??. ughhhh why is this happening to me. its not even a coincidence. whatever erghhh, ima go shower.

ugh i'd stay online, but i gotta get ready. cuzh the guy i was suppose eat lunch with today, well i kinda didnt show up in school so we couldnt have lunch. so i got on aim to tell him i was sorry, i overslept. but what a coincidence, he over slept to. so now hes coming over and i guess we're gonna go out and chill, because hes not comin into my house thats forshur lols.

Back && Forth

-So its time for another blog of mines before i head to bed. Now it seems like i go back and forth. i want him but then i don't, but i'm a girl what can i say. i can never make a decision. one min i'm happy and the next i'm not. i have moodswings, so what. take me for who i am. at 1st i was happy, but now all i think about is him, not that him;; but the other him. maybe because with him, it seemed like my 1st real date being in the car with him and going to the movies and the mall. nothing im use to ever, it was something different. && i really liked that feeling && honestly i don't want that feeling to go away. to be honest, i think of him more than the other him, its crazy and i can't even get him out of my head. i dont even sleep with the other him's sweater on anymore. i dont even know what im feeling, i've lost my mind. its taken over me.

alright i'll leave this short for now. goodnight<3>

Long DAY;; Versus Dance Crew

-Okay so today i woke up at around 11. Showered and did the usual, got on myspace and started talkin to my friend because i had left him a comment tellin him to spot posting his dance crew videos. He said it was his friend but then again if anything could not help it because i have alot of friends [over 10k]. So he'd appreciate if i'd help to promote them. I told him he should make a webpage for his crew. What did you know.... obviously i didn't, but they already have one. He gave me the link and as i looked at it, boy were they in need of HELP. so i took over and redid the page, now im kind of like their manager, well i felt like it, lols. so heres one of their videos and the link the the myspace page of Versus Dance Crew.

the page is still underconstruction, but i did a good job huh?? yes bg and banner and eveything else was made by me. =)
http://www.myspace.com/teeveed






-other then helpin him out all dayy, i havent spoken to either guys, i guess its official to say that i have no attatchment to anyone and that im completely single. I've realized its okay, all i have to do is keep busy and they'll both be forgotten. As of this moment i feel like i've accomplish something just because of realization. I have a smile on my face, and didn't need any guy to put one on for me. I'm happy =).

-by the way i have a new follower. YAY hehe =). for some reason, although i've had a long day, i'm pretty hyper and happy, very happy. i deserve it. plus tomorrow im having lunch with a guy that i've known since my freshman yr. he use to be in my be in my 1st period art class and he told me that he liked me and waited all this time because he wasn't sure if i liked him back, he was scared. maybe i'll stick to dating because gettin my hopes up and fallin for a guy leads to nothing most of the time. i guess it really isn't my time to settle down, even though it sounds nice. but one day i will have a long relationship, and another one after that and maybe one day i'll be lucky enough to get married and have kids. but for now, i have a feeling everythings going to be just fine.