-So its time for another blog of mines before i head to bed. Now it seems like i go back and forth. i want him but then i don't, but i'm a girl what can i say. i can never make a decision. one min i'm happy and the next i'm not. i have moodswings, so what. take me for who i am. at 1st i was happy, but now all i think about is him, not that him;; but the other him. maybe because with him, it seemed like my 1st real date being in the car with him and going to the movies and the mall. nothing im use to ever, it was something different. && i really liked that feeling && honestly i don't want that feeling to go away. to be honest, i think of him more than the other him, its crazy and i can't even get him out of my head. i dont even sleep with the other him's sweater on anymore. i dont even know what im feeling, i've lost my mind. its taken over me.
alright i'll leave this short for now. goodnight<3>
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