workin YAY =)

im finally working. got a job at the mall. hehe =)

finals are tomorrow

sam doesn't know what he wants, he has to think about it, but he wants to be with me. confuzed much?? i am to. its whatever, i got a job now. and i have no time for childish games and relationships. either we work it out or not. tomorrows our 7months. but whatever happens, happens. its mean to be. oh well

other then that. i cant wait to go go-kart racing && now paint balling as well. which are the weekend plans hopefully lols.

btw;; i got a new follower yay. ahah its jan!! hehe


okay im back ;;although the situation with me and sam is kinda still a blurr, a mystery, a question. i'll be fine. got my job, and im busy most of the time now. school && work. seems like i dont have time for alot. but im happy, because when i do have time, i have money at least LMAO. no need to ask daddy or rely on other people, which i hate to do. but they offer so what more can i say, i do turn them do but it never helps. anyways no i can offer to pay for them lols. schools almost out and i'll be puttin more hours in. maybe do something on the side for my own entertainment because going out and having a bf is out of the question.

im not even thinking of having a bf, im just all about the money and education. i dont even think about boys anymore. usually im online talkin to so many guys but now im barely even online even before my job, i stoped gettin online. i only go on, just to blog. no more myspace. i only sign-in in the morning and before i go to sleep to check if i get a message back from sam, because i guess we're tryna work things out, but now that he says he needs to think about it. i guess im freee. we're taking a break. we're not talkin anymore. idk lols. anyways im off this for now. toodlez