the last of him && its only him [s.jbae]

-okay so i've come to a conclusion about that other guy, the 2nd guy. i've come to realize he was nothing but bull. if your reading this, sorry its true and my opinion doesnt even matter because we don't talk and aren't even friends anymore;; so its all good then. after we met, that was it, the end of our "friendship". && i regret meetin him even though he said he was glad that i went, i think that was bull as well. because he if was glad i went, we'd still be talking, but i guess he was using me for what we did. which wasn't really much, so all you pervs stop thinking nasty and grow up. but anyways im done with him, hes not in my life no more. im just stupid to have felt how i felt for the pass week. but its better to have come to a realization sooner better now then never or later. this is the last i'll write of him.

[his initials s.j- hes my bae]- i've branded him in my heart. not on it, because its not a tatto]

-i've realize the 1st him sam, was the best. and im was stupid to 2nd guess him. hes the one for right now, hes the one i woke up thinkin about JUST now before i came to blog. my sister and i were arguing because i've been skippin school and she thought it was for sam. not even at all and i told her, if anything sam makes me go to school and gets madd at me when i skipp school. at 1st she was cool of the thought of sam and what i've told her, but now she thinks he seems to perfect to be true and that i must be"up-ing" him to make him look good, usually when i tell her about guys im talkin to, seeing, or with;; i'd have to "up" him and make him look good, cuzh the guys in the pass were bums. and sam isn't. im lucky to have even talked to him and to have met him, means so much more. honesty hes a great guy, and if anyone spoke to him or knows him and see him the way that i do and can then you'll know what i mean, but thats not even half of it. he brings so much more to the table. its only him that i want, and i know that now. no need to 2nd guess what i have, cuzh i have a good thing going. hes the best i ever had.

-&& bae if your reading this, and read what i wrote above about the other guy. dont get me wrong, it wasn't even like that. only lasted a week, and it was only a phaze. i met him once and its the last i'll ever see of him. so dont get madd, if anything just be glad i've finally opened up my eyes and see that what we have is something i dont want to lose. you've had your mistakes, and this one is one of mines, the 1st and the last. i am all yours, either we are official or not. your the only one i want.