New update

So i changed my new hair color lols. the picture is ugly but its whatever, just an update. i officially do not talk to anyone anymore. its been over a month and some change, almost going on two months now that i've been single and officially not talking to anyone. i have been busy with modeling;; i have practice runway walking all this week and then i have fittin on saturday, yay. the show is on the 13th and i can't wait!!!!

I'm a different ME

_ Lately, i've been out later then usual even though summer is over. i have't really been acting myself, but i think i'm a better me. its not that i've totally changed, because i still am who i am. i just now have another side to me. maybe it was because my parents were strict then, and now that im almost 18..... they aren't so strict as much anymore. yesterday 9/12- was the 1st time i even slept over a dude's house, yes it was my bae sam's. i went to visit him and well i only had enough money to go see him and not go home, but he was gonna pay my way home. when we got to the train station, we noticed he forgot the money. so the train came and left and im still there. so i slept over his house. hehe =)

anyways i attend HCC [ a community college] hehe, i've gotten better at my driving, and soon whe i turn 18 i will be going for my license. im so happy and proud of what i am and became.

Life's Ah-Maz-Ing

_ So lately throughout these pass few days, i've finally learned how to drive. played beer pong, took my 1st drink [ no im not an addict, it was only 1 drink, 1st and maybe last or not the least bit until the future ], && basically just been living up my summer life. Hanging out with Vanida and Sara<3. Sad to say Vanida went back to FL and Sara is back in Plainville or Windsor i think, idk, but she'll be back tomorrow YAY =). Going to the movies, bowling, lots of parties [ which for the most part, im NOT a party girl and barely ever go to parties unless its a family party and im going with my parents ] and oh em gee FINALLY go-kart racing, which i've been planning for so long and things don't ever turn out as planned but this time i finally went, and gosh was it awesome. Met a guy, but we're just friends because hes beyond my age and plus i'm still talking to Sam and its been 10 months as of yesterday, gosh almost a yr. hehe

My Monday

_how it started out with me sleeping all dayy and actually almost finishing this one book that i started to read a while back but didn't get to me until now. its called "ever after". wanna know more?? well go look it up. hehe =). anyways after sleeping and reading most of the day, vanida came to get me and well we went out and came back at 12. we we're suppose to sneak out and go see this one guy but then there were like 4 other guys with him, and she didn't want us to be the only girls. so we stayed in and didnt do anything, as you now see i'm here typing up this absolutely boring blog. sorry if my blogs now a days aren't as interesting as it use to be, its just i haven't had the time to actually sit down and type up a good one or actually put any thought into what im going to blog about except for just going on and ranting about totally nothin. so thats it for now. i'll be back whenever i can to update this.

OHHHHHHHHHH, did i mention?? i moved back home hehe =). so hitt me up with some plans.

_so here i am sitting in the campus library, and came across someone's blog. and i just thought that its crazy how we use to talk nonstop, met and now we don't talk. its like nothing ever happened. its nothing that i actually care. but it brings me back to that state of mind. that having a friend is never worth a while because in the end it doesn't mean anything, in th end or even the begining your friendship is over. friends come and go, and no matter what dont lose yourself, dont cry over a lost friendship.

anyways i finally get to move back home on friday, my classes at fairfield university are over. which is crazy, i got out of school and then a week later report to fairfield university and now i get to go back home. basicalyy i had no summer at all. it was worth it though.

oh yea i met this guy a west conn. like 2-3 weeks ago?? i think.... we recently became friends on myspace and are now commenting back and forth. my new bestfriend knows him, what a quinky dink aye lols. so now he thinks i'm going to end up talking to that guy which i honestly and highly doubt that i will because me and sam are still talking and although we have our moments, no one can take his place. i honest and surely give my heart to him. i love him so much.

well thats the update for now. gotta get back to working on this huge project thats due tomorrow for my closiong ceremony