_so here i am sitting in the campus library, and came across someone's blog. and i just thought that its crazy how we use to talk nonstop, met and now we don't talk. its like nothing ever happened. its nothing that i actually care. but it brings me back to that state of mind. that having a friend is never worth a while because in the end it doesn't mean anything, in th end or even the begining your friendship is over. friends come and go, and no matter what dont lose yourself, dont cry over a lost friendship.

anyways i finally get to move back home on friday, my classes at fairfield university are over. which is crazy, i got out of school and then a week later report to fairfield university and now i get to go back home. basicalyy i had no summer at all. it was worth it though.

oh yea i met this guy a west conn. like 2-3 weeks ago?? i think.... we recently became friends on myspace and are now commenting back and forth. my new bestfriend knows him, what a quinky dink aye lols. so now he thinks i'm going to end up talking to that guy which i honestly and highly doubt that i will because me and sam are still talking and although we have our moments, no one can take his place. i honest and surely give my heart to him. i love him so much.

well thats the update for now. gotta get back to working on this huge project thats due tomorrow for my closiong ceremony

An Update

_so im in my dorm room just chilling, on my laptop as my room mate goes to sleep. me and sam are still talking, but we've been arguing way more then the usual. but i've been seeing him more often then before, almost every saturday now. this pass saturday, i went to his job and we we're talking. then got to an arguments and i left his job. lately i've been going out so much that i've been so busy, i dont even have the time to update this anymore.

Now my room mate is awake. and singing.

okay my next door neighbor/ bathroom mate walks in and asks if she looks darker. lols and now my room mate says she needs to fart and to listen

oh btw. i read a blog a while back about a bathroom situation, where this dude was takin a shyt and didn't have anything to whipe his as with. and i told my friend about it and he made a video. which was hilarious.

now as i end this blog, and soon enough will head off to bed, my room mate says shes picking her ass right after she looks over my shoulder to read what i've been typing up this whole time.

a poem

my professor suggested on the 1st day to write a biologica poem. and i was lazy so i wrote this whack as poem in my opinion because i know i can do better

Look above as you achieve the future you will see
Look below and this is me
Look through a camera, the finer things can be,
Look at a picture, what you see is what you'll believe

Achieve a dream, a dream I dreamt.
The goal of my belief
I put my heart and soul
I will succeed
My dreams exeed

Your name means nothing
But like mines its the definition
Define parell
My future is not caparable

A mirror image of me
Is not what you'll see
Count to twenty-three
As high as the tree I'll be

college

Ahhh a little update as i am here sitting in the library of Fairfield University, bored out of my mind. Well as of now I am living on a college campus. Taking classes for the summer and what not. I just moved here on sunday and its only been what 1-2 days and already i kinda want to go home, i miss it so much. Never thought i would ever miss him. Oh i don't talk to anyone anymore and i D0 N0T go on myspace anymore, i've learned that it causes way to much trouble and i have absolutely no time for that at the moment. Especialy at the stage of my life right now. well thats enough about the time being as of the moment.

so moving along, 4th of july was whack. spent is packing up. so its whatever and NOOOO i didn't even get to see fireworks but i sure as hell heard it alot. sounded like another vietname war going on and its the yr what, 2010 of course.

a dayy with him ='s my satisfacation

-so yea like i said in the previous blog, i was going to see bae the next day which was yesterday. ahhh, i had a great day even though the weather was hella sucky and there was a warning on tv that there might be a thunderstorm or something, we still made the best of it. i met his best homeboy, like i spoke to him but never met him until yesterday, hes cool. really sarcastic though. haha bae was trying to fall asleep, so me and his homeboy aka so called bro [rodney] would pull sam's hair from like his leg or armpitts to wake him up. which was hilarious. but then i guess you can say if you cant beat them, join them. so i kinda took a lil snooze with sam and rodney was knocked out, which all happen by the end of the day, which almost made me miss my train back home lols.

uhmmm some how us 3 ended up talkin about kids and then i had said bae wanted 3. rodney was like whoaaa, so yall like... and bae was like yea me and her established this already. and rodney's like oh okay. so yea you can say me and bae are serious even though we're not official. but like i said before, i guess theres no need to label our love. we're different. and i like how things are going with us.

well i got home at like 8 something from bae's house, i was there from like 11 i think, so yea i was there almost all dayy, but when i got off the train i stopped by the house in back of mines where my friend vanida is visiting from florida. so we watched a movie. then i went home at like 12 something. bleh.

over all my dayy couldnt be any perfect, because as long as i spent it with him, its all that matters.