a dayy with him ='s my satisfacation

-so yea like i said in the previous blog, i was going to see bae the next day which was yesterday. ahhh, i had a great day even though the weather was hella sucky and there was a warning on tv that there might be a thunderstorm or something, we still made the best of it. i met his best homeboy, like i spoke to him but never met him until yesterday, hes cool. really sarcastic though. haha bae was trying to fall asleep, so me and his homeboy aka so called bro [rodney] would pull sam's hair from like his leg or armpitts to wake him up. which was hilarious. but then i guess you can say if you cant beat them, join them. so i kinda took a lil snooze with sam and rodney was knocked out, which all happen by the end of the day, which almost made me miss my train back home lols.

uhmmm some how us 3 ended up talkin about kids and then i had said bae wanted 3. rodney was like whoaaa, so yall like... and bae was like yea me and her established this already. and rodney's like oh okay. so yea you can say me and bae are serious even though we're not official. but like i said before, i guess theres no need to label our love. we're different. and i like how things are going with us.

well i got home at like 8 something from bae's house, i was there from like 11 i think, so yea i was there almost all dayy, but when i got off the train i stopped by the house in back of mines where my friend vanida is visiting from florida. so we watched a movie. then i went home at like 12 something. bleh.

over all my dayy couldnt be any perfect, because as long as i spent it with him, its all that matters.

florida && updates

- lets start with some u p d a t e s.

I FKCIN LOST WEIGHT,, hell yea. i can fit a size small now hehe =)
things with me and sam are on the rocks., we have our goods and bads
but today i get to see him, so yea its the 2nd time. yeeee hehe lols, excited
uhm my friend vanida's visiting from florida, like she does every summer of course
yesterday me nd her went to see transformers 2. it was pretty good, at 1st i wasn't
gonna go see it because alot of people have said its long as hell and boring but to me it
wasn't at all. it was worth it. i guess you have to see things yourself to believe it, right hehe?
uhm i finally got my nails done, havent done that in awhile. nd i love it. ran into brooke nd jennie
gettin their nails done then we all went to mc donald's together and made plans to go tanning lols
[bae thinks that funny;; asians tanning] haha lols. i guess so, ideekayy. Uhmmm so moving on haha

F L 0 R I D A
- well my sister lives there and understand whats going on at home. the whole situation with my parents and what not. she offered to buy me a plane ticket to go stay with her in orlando florida. she said i can relax, get my mind off things,hav fun, no need to stress. buttt uhmm ideekayy, cuzh id ont want to leave vanida, whos visiting from florida to be alone. every summer she comes to visit, im the only one she hangs out with. since my house is back of the house she stays at. we're summer buddies. besides its not like i know anyone there. so i said no, even though i really did want to go, just to experience something new. and also i havent been to florida since i was like 11 going to disneyland or world or whatever.

uhmm well i just woke up and its 6:44. a lil to early huh?? on a summer day vacation off from school??... yea i know, i guess im way to excited to see bae, plus i guess its a good thing i woke up early because it gave me this chance to blog, and i needed to blog since i have done so in like 6 dayys, well for now im done. im off this. going to try to sleep a lil more, because i dont want to feel tired when im with bae. yeee, well toodlez. =)

boring as dayy

ahhh, theres nothing to do. i woke up && tried to go to sleep, but couldn't. and you ask why, well because i couldn't get sam off my mind. i haven't spoken to him since he said he wanted to be with me, yet needs to think things over. at 1st i thought it was his way of ending things, but then that wouldnt be right because sam's feelings are real and hes not like other niggas that say shyt and mess around. i soon realized that sam is actually thinking over things because i saw his status update. his mood said bummed, and his status said lost. i hope things between us work out, to be honest i dont even know why we're in this situation anyways.

oh yea, like the page?? i redid it. hehe =). other then that, is was a normal day. the usual, nothin specific or exciting today sorry to say. lols. well i guess i've spent a lil to much time on blog today, editing my page and what not. && there isn't much to say unlike other times. so i guess i'll be off this for now.

toodlez ;)

-Lmao okay so i just had this convo with my fkcface buddy kix;; dont ask about the nickname. because hes calles me fkcface too and honestly i don't even know how we started calling each fkcface or where it even came from. But uhm yea anyways we both live in the same state but different city, and we never met. we were suppose to meet but i rejfected him when he asked me to go to the mall to meet him and then i was suppose to go to his new yr's party. but i had no ride. lols. so far me and him has known each other for about 2 yrs. and I LOVE speaking to him. he cracks me up all the time. we have these weird conversations and they go on and on forever. especialy on facebook and myspace, we never write like one line to each other, its always like a frickin paragraph. but yea i think thanxz to kix thats how i met sam. cuzh i think sam found me off kix's page. lols or so sam says but i know he found me off ahem cough* j**'s page.

"fkcface kix" (1:04:35 AM): i juss got back frum tha gym n i juss grubbed

"fkcface kix" (1:04:37 AM): ill brb

"fkcface kix" (1:04:39 AM): if ur still on

"fkcface kix" (1:04:39 AM): lmao

xxelsyee (1:04:44 AM): i'll still be on

xxelsyee (1:04:55 AM): we're gonna make plans

xxelsyee (1:05:02 AM): and your gonna fkcin give me my pho

xxelsyee (1:05:02 AM): LMAO

xxelsyee (1:05:08 AM): before you go to cali

xxelsyee (1:05:17 AM): and maybe i'll miss you after

xxelsyee (1:05:21 AM): if you make a good impression

xxelsyee (1:05:22 AM): lols

"fkcface kix" (1:06:10 AM): lmao wuss a good impression

"fkcface kix" (1:06:16 AM): i aint gon stick it in u if thass wut ur askin

"fkcface kix" (1:06:17 AM): lmfao

"fkcface kix" (1:06:21 AM): im kidding

xxelsyee (1:06:25 AM): LMAO

"fkcface kix" (1:06:31 AM): its lik im fcukin mah boi

xxelsyee (1:06:31 AM):

"fkcface kix" (1:06:32 AM): lmao!

xxelsyee (1:06:39 AM): doing mean ima do it with you when we 1st met

"fkcface kix" (1:06:43 AM): unless i stick it in ur butt

xxelsyee (1:06:45 AM):

xxelsyee (1:06:47 AM): and shiet

"fkcface kix" (1:06:51 AM): lmao

"fkcface kix" (1:06:53 AM): !

"fkcface kix" (1:06:55 AM): :P

xxelsyee (1:06:58 AM): oh my gosh

xxelsyee (1:06:58 AM): LMAO

create your own "happily ever after"

- theres never going to be a "happily ever after" if you dont create it yourself. don't just dream of it, because its never enough. you can get so far, have all the money in the world and fame; but trust its never enough if you don't spend it on someone other then yourself. life isn't about being selfish, so mature and find that one person you truely love and create your own happily ever after, do more then just dream of it, chase it and make it come true. a person can do so much and get no where, sometimes your happily ever after will find you. so never give up either. thats what i've learned today.

to be continued... i have to go to sleep now. finals tomorrow.