An Update

_so im in my dorm room just chilling, on my laptop as my room mate goes to sleep. me and sam are still talking, but we've been arguing way more then the usual. but i've been seeing him more often then before, almost every saturday now. this pass saturday, i went to his job and we we're talking. then got to an arguments and i left his job. lately i've been going out so much that i've been so busy, i dont even have the time to update this anymore.

Now my room mate is awake. and singing.

okay my next door neighbor/ bathroom mate walks in and asks if she looks darker. lols and now my room mate says she needs to fart and to listen

oh btw. i read a blog a while back about a bathroom situation, where this dude was takin a shyt and didn't have anything to whipe his as with. and i told my friend about it and he made a video. which was hilarious.

now as i end this blog, and soon enough will head off to bed, my room mate says shes picking her ass right after she looks over my shoulder to read what i've been typing up this whole time.

a poem

my professor suggested on the 1st day to write a biologica poem. and i was lazy so i wrote this whack as poem in my opinion because i know i can do better

Look above as you achieve the future you will see
Look below and this is me
Look through a camera, the finer things can be,
Look at a picture, what you see is what you'll believe

Achieve a dream, a dream I dreamt.
The goal of my belief
I put my heart and soul
I will succeed
My dreams exeed

Your name means nothing
But like mines its the definition
Define parell
My future is not caparable

A mirror image of me
Is not what you'll see
Count to twenty-three
As high as the tree I'll be

college

Ahhh a little update as i am here sitting in the library of Fairfield University, bored out of my mind. Well as of now I am living on a college campus. Taking classes for the summer and what not. I just moved here on sunday and its only been what 1-2 days and already i kinda want to go home, i miss it so much. Never thought i would ever miss him. Oh i don't talk to anyone anymore and i D0 N0T go on myspace anymore, i've learned that it causes way to much trouble and i have absolutely no time for that at the moment. Especialy at the stage of my life right now. well thats enough about the time being as of the moment.

so moving along, 4th of july was whack. spent is packing up. so its whatever and NOOOO i didn't even get to see fireworks but i sure as hell heard it alot. sounded like another vietname war going on and its the yr what, 2010 of course.

a dayy with him ='s my satisfacation

-so yea like i said in the previous blog, i was going to see bae the next day which was yesterday. ahhh, i had a great day even though the weather was hella sucky and there was a warning on tv that there might be a thunderstorm or something, we still made the best of it. i met his best homeboy, like i spoke to him but never met him until yesterday, hes cool. really sarcastic though. haha bae was trying to fall asleep, so me and his homeboy aka so called bro [rodney] would pull sam's hair from like his leg or armpitts to wake him up. which was hilarious. but then i guess you can say if you cant beat them, join them. so i kinda took a lil snooze with sam and rodney was knocked out, which all happen by the end of the day, which almost made me miss my train back home lols.

uhmmm some how us 3 ended up talkin about kids and then i had said bae wanted 3. rodney was like whoaaa, so yall like... and bae was like yea me and her established this already. and rodney's like oh okay. so yea you can say me and bae are serious even though we're not official. but like i said before, i guess theres no need to label our love. we're different. and i like how things are going with us.

well i got home at like 8 something from bae's house, i was there from like 11 i think, so yea i was there almost all dayy, but when i got off the train i stopped by the house in back of mines where my friend vanida is visiting from florida. so we watched a movie. then i went home at like 12 something. bleh.

over all my dayy couldnt be any perfect, because as long as i spent it with him, its all that matters.

florida && updates

- lets start with some u p d a t e s.

I FKCIN LOST WEIGHT,, hell yea. i can fit a size small now hehe =)
things with me and sam are on the rocks., we have our goods and bads
but today i get to see him, so yea its the 2nd time. yeeee hehe lols, excited
uhm my friend vanida's visiting from florida, like she does every summer of course
yesterday me nd her went to see transformers 2. it was pretty good, at 1st i wasn't
gonna go see it because alot of people have said its long as hell and boring but to me it
wasn't at all. it was worth it. i guess you have to see things yourself to believe it, right hehe?
uhm i finally got my nails done, havent done that in awhile. nd i love it. ran into brooke nd jennie
gettin their nails done then we all went to mc donald's together and made plans to go tanning lols
[bae thinks that funny;; asians tanning] haha lols. i guess so, ideekayy. Uhmmm so moving on haha

F L 0 R I D A
- well my sister lives there and understand whats going on at home. the whole situation with my parents and what not. she offered to buy me a plane ticket to go stay with her in orlando florida. she said i can relax, get my mind off things,hav fun, no need to stress. buttt uhmm ideekayy, cuzh id ont want to leave vanida, whos visiting from florida to be alone. every summer she comes to visit, im the only one she hangs out with. since my house is back of the house she stays at. we're summer buddies. besides its not like i know anyone there. so i said no, even though i really did want to go, just to experience something new. and also i havent been to florida since i was like 11 going to disneyland or world or whatever.

uhmm well i just woke up and its 6:44. a lil to early huh?? on a summer day vacation off from school??... yea i know, i guess im way to excited to see bae, plus i guess its a good thing i woke up early because it gave me this chance to blog, and i needed to blog since i have done so in like 6 dayys, well for now im done. im off this. going to try to sleep a lil more, because i dont want to feel tired when im with bae. yeee, well toodlez. =)