my life flash before my very eyes

an accident;; THE BUS CRASH INTO THE CAR??

idk or was it the other way around. anyways i was on the bus and it crashed. i was so into my phone that i had no idea what was going on. almost 5 people got hurt on the bus and the lady in the car of course.

i just wanted to take the time out to thank everyone for spearing me the time and helping me out when i needed help, and for always being there for me. i wanna thank the creators of my birth to life. without them and him, the guy up above, i sure wouldn't be here at the moment. i know i'm not perfect, but i try. it the least you can ask for, i can't do much. but i'm learning my mistakes and instead of moving on down, i'm moving on up. so stick with me, and i'll never fall. i'll live till its over.

iM0VED

a changed me// a new place

So basically i moved to Orlando, Fl. I've changed my hair color, got highlights. My attitudes changed as well as my look. Things I do now are things I do for myself and I'm trying to do it for my future. I've been living here since January the 9th. so basically its been almost 2 months now. I moved a couple of friends, friends that I don't think I'll be having for the rest of my life though. They're just company for now. I can't picture and see myself with them in the future. Then again I can't see that with anyone because its obvious that people that were my friends aren't here now and we sure don't keep in touch. So whats the point of a friendship? N0THING, we all become strangers, enemies, and the air. because in a count of 1-3, poof reality hits and they're gone after they got or you got what you wanted.

New update

So i changed my new hair color lols. the picture is ugly but its whatever, just an update. i officially do not talk to anyone anymore. its been over a month and some change, almost going on two months now that i've been single and officially not talking to anyone. i have been busy with modeling;; i have practice runway walking all this week and then i have fittin on saturday, yay. the show is on the 13th and i can't wait!!!!

I'm a different ME

_ Lately, i've been out later then usual even though summer is over. i have't really been acting myself, but i think i'm a better me. its not that i've totally changed, because i still am who i am. i just now have another side to me. maybe it was because my parents were strict then, and now that im almost 18..... they aren't so strict as much anymore. yesterday 9/12- was the 1st time i even slept over a dude's house, yes it was my bae sam's. i went to visit him and well i only had enough money to go see him and not go home, but he was gonna pay my way home. when we got to the train station, we noticed he forgot the money. so the train came and left and im still there. so i slept over his house. hehe =)

anyways i attend HCC [ a community college] hehe, i've gotten better at my driving, and soon whe i turn 18 i will be going for my license. im so happy and proud of what i am and became.